Any marijuana moms here?

Posting anonymously to ward off targeted hate on other posts. So, any other moms who smoke here? I’m 5 months PP & have only smoked once. I felt so guilty for some reason but my anxiety has been through the roof lately. I use to smoke daily for my anxiety. Any tips to not feel guilty? I did it when baby was with her grandparents so I really don’t know why I felt so shitty lol