Devastated

I’ve been trying for baby #3 for the last two months I know it’s still early I’m 5 days late and tested Friday BFN! Well today my 18 year old sister called me and told me she was pregnant 😩😩 she wants an abortion & I dont blame her she just graduated and starting college in a few months. She was being careful it just sucks she’s possibly pregnant and I’m not when I actually want a baby idk 😐 I’m her older sister so I have to be supportive but it sucks a little