Ladies, I'm a POAS addict, and I'm getting discouraged.... When did you get your bfp?

I am really stressing. I am a huge poas addict, and I have been testing twice a day since 5dpo (crazy, I know). I still am only getting BFN and am currently 11dpo. I know there is a chance that I am not pregnant, but I really just have "that" feeling. No symptoms or anything, just a strong gut feeling. I lost a pregnancy on Thanksgiving and am really hopeful for this month. How many dpo did you get your positive??? This is this morning:

I know I'm not supposed to take them apart, but I did on the cheap one anyways...