So I’ve been trying for only 4 months and I don’t know how you some of you ladies do it. I’m so hopeless. I’m getting stressed out and depressed, I’m 18 days late with a BFN and it sucks. Omg it sucks.😥 I also have a friend of mine who has a child. She got pregnant while still on bc and without even trying, and she has been constantly asking me and telling me that oh are you sure you’re ready for this, is this what you really want, this is what you have to look forward too! Honestly I want to just scream in her face that I’m actually trying to conceive and this is what I want, I am ready and I hope that one day I do get to have all of this. It hurts so much that I’m struggling and I’m seeing all these women who aren’t even trying and it just comes to them so easily. Please send me some baby dust as I’ll be sending you all of mine. I really hope 2018 is our year ladies. Sorry for the messy rant as I’m just sitting here and having a difficult time processing my feels. Baby dust to all of you ladies❤️👶🏼