I was 16 when i first found out about my little blessing and now 17 with 3 weeks left. Me and my BD were together for a little over a year when we decided to end things and i found out almost two months later i was expecting. I notified him and we tried to fix things for the baby but it just didnt work out. We’ve gotten into fights that have gotten physical and he emotionally destroyed me. Ive been called a bitch, worthless, pathetic,etc. you name it he has called me it. He does everything in his power when he’s upset to destroy me. There are literally no limits to him and when i cry he just laughs and tells me that im an ugly crier. He has gone to the point where he has denied my child on social media and also told me that he hopes i die after or during giving birth. Even tho i would love to walk away fully i know how it is to be without a parent and i dont want that for my daughter so i do still let him go to my appointment and such. I want him to be there for our child but when the question came up for him being in the delivery room and i said no he makes me uncomfortable and insecure he started going off saying im abusing my power and that “we’ll see if hes there or not”. As if i didnt have a choice. Am i really a bad person if i dont let him in the room? I mean i want him there at the hospital but i dont want him to see me like that. Hes 20 btw i dont know if that matters at all