Hoping for a rainbow

my fiancée and i started trying to conceive in late october of 2016, and in november we got our bfp. well, 7weeks later, i had a miscarriage. i’m really nervous because it’s been 2/3 days and AF still hasn’t shown. i bought a pregnancy test and i’m going to test it friday morning, just to be sure AF doesn’t decide to show up late. again. i’ve had so many symptoms i don’t know where to start..wondering if it’s all in my head or if it’s real. i’m just scared that if i am pregnant i’ll lose my baby again. we were both so excited when we found out at first. the day i told him i miscarried, i drove up to his work and he got in the car and cried. he never cries, so to see him cry broke my heart. when i told him the other day i had a dream that i had a bfp, he was so excited! he said not to get our hopes up, but to not doubt it either. kinda just wanted to put that out there because i don’t really have friends to tell all of this to. it hoping for nothing more than our precious little rainbow baby to actually be here. ❤️