Mothers of miscarried angels

Danielle • Married to a wonderful man. 1 miscarriage and hoping for our rainbow baby soon
I had a miscarriage in January of this year. And I do apologize this is too much for anyone reading this because I know how hard it can be sometimes . And as the months go by evey now then I hear of stories of women who was blessed woth the privilege of still seeing there baby even tho is wasn't full grown. And I hT me self because I could have had a chance too but I'm not sure what I could have seen I was only 10 weeks. But I just beat myself up every day. My baby was there and there was so much blood I didn't even notice and I feel so bad. Dud any of you get the chance ??