Can’t get excited

Shanel

I found out Monday that I’m pregnant. I’m 4w4d. I had an ectopic a year ago and it was awful. My hcg on Monday was 55 and 73 Wednesday. It’s supposed to double every 48-72 hrs. Dr said it could just be a slow start. Hoping tomorrow it will be at least 140. Say a little prayer for me. I’m 39, mom of 2 boys, and remarried to the most amazing man. I want this so bad. I’m so afraid it’s going to be another ectopic.😕

Today’s number. 71. It went down which means it’s not viable. Say a prayer that it keeps going down and I don’t have to get methotrexate.

Update. Today’s number is 200.😳 I don’t know what this means. It’s probably an ectopic but I go in for an u/s tomorrow.

Update. Nothing on u/s today but my number is 326! And the nurse told me the wrong number yesterday it was 255. I’ve been reading a lot about misdiagnosed miscarriages/ectopics. It’s more common than we think. I’m starting to be hopeful.💖💙

Update. I’ll be getting methotrexate this week. Numbers went to 236 on Thursday then back up to 305 today. It’s ectopic and needs to be stopped so I can move on. I’ve cried lots of tears and read lots of things to help me feel more in control of what’s going on. This is my decision.