Feel like getting giving up 😒

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So I’m “out” again this month after two positive tests in the week af has just come so was a chemical pregnancy. I’m devastated to say the least I just feel like giving up now

To make things worse my husband doesn’t know I took tests in the week ( we were planning on testing tomorrow not early this time ) but I was impatient and did anyway so he won’t understand why I’m this upset 😩