1st pregnancy after miscarriage

Meg

Last April we found out that we were pregnant. Suffering from PCOS I never even thought it would happen. I was 6-7 weeks when we lost it. I'm now 5w2d and haven't been able to get attached. Every cramp literally makes my heart sink. I don't feel really any symptoms that others do- no real nausea, sore boobs are feeling better. Everyone has told me the lack of symptoms means hcg levels aren't rising (which happened last time). Fiancé told me just to prepare myself that this might end the same way. I'm trying to keep hope and pray that I get to keep this one. I haven't even made my doctors appointment because I feel I'll jinx it. I know I need to go in I'm just not emotionally ready to hear that news again. I just feel alone in this.