second IUI

I'm waiting to find out when my next IUI will be but my doctor is taking forever to get back to me. my husband in is the reserves right now and he can get out for the IUI but needs to give enough notice. I'm feeling so deflated and sad that with everything working against us this cycle, it's just going to be a flop again.

this whole situation has put me in a really bad place mentally and I'm not sure what to do, but I'm having very negative thoughts and am feeling pathetic, useless and unworthy.

does anyone else feel like theyre going through a similar depression? has anyone gotten out of it?