Anxiety?

So after 12 years of physical and mental abuse from my father, I moved for the last 4+ years I’ve been bullied, harassed etc and I’m pretty sure I’ve got really bad anxiety. Like it’s so bad I can’t even go to school because I’m literally scared of talking to anyone, and I don’t know anyone there bc I start at a new college. I’ve been with my bf for almost teo years and I’m still two nervous to properly talk to his parents/family and I think it makes me come off as obnoxious, school goes back in about 10 days and I’m so scared and I’m literally panicking that I might not pass or get the score I need to get into uni. It’s kinda hard to get to a dr because I don’t think anyone will think it’s too much of a problem bc anxiety etc is quite common nowadays 😩😩😫