So after trying for a year we finally found out we’re pregnant.... I’m now 12 weeks. It was all very exciting at first but now I’m so depressed. Not because of the baby. I’m still so excited and so is he. It’s his first .... but because my husband and I are fighting nonstop. I’ve been very sick and now I stay so sleepy and he just isn’t compassionate at all. They’ve found abnormal cells on my cervix and it’s got me really worried. And he seems to not care at all. They can’t rule out hgsil so I’m panicked. We’re in the process of closing on a house. We’re staying with my in laws. My 8 year old is having trouble in school. There’s just a lot that I’m dealing with that he doesn’t. He works off weeks at the time and leaves me to do it all. Today he literally called me stupid and said I make everyone miserable. Now in no way am I trying to put him down. He’s normally never like this. And I try to keep it all in and not involve those around me in my problems and hide my depression but after so much I try to talk to him and he just shuts me out. I feel so alone. I’ve dealt with depression for a couple years now but I’ve been too embarrassed to see a professional. I just deal with it until it fades out. I guess I’m on here just trying to vent to strangers so I don’t bother anyone around me. I don’t know what else to do. Those words really hurt....