Has anyone ever..

Danielle • Rainbow baby is due January<3
Had a mc and before you found out you had this gut feeling that something bad was going to happen? I'm asking because I had that feeling last year before my first apt and at my first apt we couldn't find a heartbeat and noticed the baby didn't grow past 9w5d. Very devastating even though it's like I sensed something bad was going to happen.. 
Well I'm pregnant again and currently waiting for my apt which is a month away... I don't really know how I'm feeling. I'm trying to figure out if I have another gut feeling or not. So I guess I'm just wondering what you're feeling? If you've gone through this.. 
Some days I feel like I'm so excited and I think things will turn out better than the past, but then sometimes this whole thing doesn't feel real.. I'm trying my best to stay positive and I'm praying everyday. I just want to know how others are feeling. Praying for everyone's sticky baby❤️