irritated and in need

i took a two week tolerance break right, and by the time i'm ready to get back into it i find out my dealer isn't selling weed anymore! like wtffff. so i ask my friend to get me a gram or two from her plug and ill give her the money to get it/pay her back and she says yeah ofc i will. bless up right? nah, because i haven't been able to see her in nearly four days 😩 i'm struggling