This is one of the few groups I visit. Mostly because it makes me feel like I’m not alone. Every month planning, checking, hoping, analyzing and testing. I’m laying here putting my toddler to sleep and I feel kind of crampy. I immediately go down a rabbit hole of wondering and analyzing... are these possibly implantation cramps? Is this my month? And then I start thinking about every possible other symptom I’m having... most probably imagined.. the brain is powerful and even though I know this I do it every single month! I know you do too. So instead of continuing to over analyze every twinge, right now I am sending you all who are in this boat with me, love.