Hey girls!

So u graduated high school in may of 2017. I was supposed to go to college in August 2017, but i didn’t.

I took a year off and now i’m working and paying bills with my husband. I’m planning to go back to school in August of this year, 2018. I just feel like when i go back that i’m not gonna make it and that i’m gonna flunk out of college. I want to be a NICU Nurse (Nurse for babies-mainly ones in critical care)

i decided this career because i had a miscarriage and i feel that being able to do something for babies who have a chance is my way of honoring my baby boy who i lost. Anyways, i feel like august is so far away and that i just will never become a nurse and that my life is just meaningless if i don’t become someone. I honestly don’t know how to explain how i’m feeling. but it’s just so much anxiety seeing other people who i graduated with being able to be one step closer to what they want to do with their life meanwhile i’m just here.