BFP!!! Am so shocked.

Mir. • My husband + baby boy are the beats of my heart.
In utter disbelief. Terrified and so scared of something going wrong. I've wanted to be a mommy my whole life. We stopped using protection in November and started actually "trying" (OPKs, preseed, vitex, dong quai, raspberry leaf tea) in March. this is my first baby. I am so damn scared. I have been stalking all the pregnancy sites day in and out for months. I had already seen a fertility specialist. I am in such shock.