Sooooo I have just planned to have a guy over my house on Wednesday and it also happens to be his birthday, we have both talked about how we would do something which will most likely be a blowjob.

Now here’s the thing.

I’ve never given anyone a blowjob before. And I’m nervous as hell. I get anxiety towards things like sex or sexual activities and I don’t know how to like chill, like how do I act before and after without being too serious or sexy.

Like we have known each other for 12 years and we don’t take things seriously so like what do I do?? Any help would be appreciated xx