All I can think about the past few months is getting pregnant.

My fiancé and I decided that this year we will try to pay off some debt and then start TTC maybe next year. But I literally can’t wait and it’s driving me insane. We don’t use birth control and use the withdrawal method. We have done this for 2 years with no baby.

But I secretly hope that I will accidentally get knocked up and every time I get my period I get upset that it didn’t happen 😢 how can I stop thinking about getting pregnant all the time? I get super jealous of people that are pregnant because I want it so badly. It’s starting to take over my lifeeee it’s all I can think about 😢😢😢😢