Denial... The First Stage.

🌹Rose🌈🎶 • FTM since 12/23/18 <3

I took a test yesterday at 12 DPO because I was going to see my acupuncturist and I knew she was going to ask. I was expecting a negative but instead there was the faintest of faint lines. She was the one to say, "Oh my God. Hunny, you're pregnant." Took another test today and it was again the faint lines. Part of me wants to say don't get your hopes up because you've done that before. Your temp will drop and AF will show up. I'm not seeing my doctor until Thursday and course I will test again... Has anyone else experienced this hard core denial? Am I right to remain skeptical so early on? Or am I okay to celebrate??