I am in a same sex marriage and have 1 son. My wife is letting me try 1 more time for a second. I tried last month and it didn't work. This next round is my last round. I am so scared that it won't work and my son will grow up the only child. I don't want him to be alone in this world once I'm gone. I'm so scared to even try this upcoming month because of the chance of it not working and it being FINAL. I had a difficulty pregnancy with my son and almost died. She worries it will happen again and of course she spent want to lose me. I went to all the docs I could and they all told me that there is no way of knowing if I would have another difficult pregnancy. I am terrified of the end result being negative. I am just looking for some support and advice from you guys.