epiphany moment (not about anyone specific)

Okay I'm going to start this out by saying I am an insecure ass bitch. I constantly worried about if I look okay or what people think, especially guys. But I realized that nobody cares!! And the ones that do care, need to look at themselves. Guys literally have 2 month old dirty laundry sitting in their room. They haven't changed out their bed sheets in 6 months. They wore their underwear inside out cuz they don't have any clean ones. Their skin is ashy cuz skin care is "girly." The list goes on. Girls, don't stress yourself out trying to be desirable by waxing all your hair off, exfoliating and moisturizing your entire body, putting on full face makeup that was prob $60 , throwing away $100 for lingerie unless you do this for yourself and yourself only. Do these things bc you like them. Guys don't deserve all that effort for them to nut in 2 minutes and not finish us off most of the time and take off your lingerie without digesting that a literal goddess is in front of him. Literally I did all of this for a guy that didn't even look at my underwear or cared that I had rolls and cellulite that I've always hated. He was indifferent to whether I had hair or not down there. He literally was happy that a woman was in front of him. Most guys aren't going through the trouble to look attractive to get some action. Maybe a little bit. But I guarantee you they are not going to the lengths we go to for them. So that's when I stopped caring.