im sorry to having to vent but i am just frustrated and ready to give up forever. i have been trying to get pregnant for 5 years. cant afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> or anything like that. sorry about tmi, but i had start this month early first one was jan. 2. supposed ovulate jan 20. had sex two -three days before. i had lots of symptoms since them well yestersay i spotted here and there thinking well maybe i am positive. took a test neg. today i started full blown early as can be. im so frustrated upset mad angry everything. i just wanna give uo and never hear about pregnancy, or positives or babies or nothing anymore. i cant take the heartache anymore. i feel like im cursed and not allowed to have a child. (1 child now shes 6 but by another father) i want her to have a sibling unlike me that i couldnt have. i want to becoke preg with my husband but i feel like im. ot allowed to ever! i feel as i was brought on this earth to only have 1 child. im thinking to myself wtf, rip my insides out and forget i ever lived as a woman. i cant keep getting my heart into pieces anymore. having another baby is my last piece of my puzzle. im so upset and lost.