July 2017 I found out I was expecting my 4th child, second baby with my husband. He was excited and I will never forget that bright smile. September 6th 2017 I found out I had a missed miscarriage i was 15 weeks. It was the hardest thing I had ever faced in my life (and I’ve been through a lot) nothing in this world can describe the pain and emptiness I felt. My due date was February 29th. December 20th I found out I was pregnant again, we were happy but also scared, we didn’t want to get excited like last time and then go through the same thing. Today at 10weeks 1 day I saw my little nugget and heard it’s heart beat. God is amazing and even though I was mad at him for taking my little angel away I know he had/has a plan for me. His will is greater than mine, I have faith my rainbow 🌈 baby will be a healthy baby and I am just very blessed he gave me the privilege to make me a mother one more time. #Godisgood