Love & Sex

So, when i was 15 i was in this relationship with this 16 year old guy. After about 4 months, things started getting sexual. He and I pleased each other in certain ways. He then began to be sex-thirsty and was asking for sex and he would get upset that he had to even ask; and i wanted to have sex with him. Shiiiit , I’m sure it’ll feel great. 😭🙄 But, i wasn’t ready. At 5 months, we had this serious conversation about it over the phone and he literally almost broke up with me because he felt that sex would build up our relationship and i didn’t want to give him that. What he didn’t understand is that I’m young and not comfortable enough. I was crying because he wanted to break up and he ended up crying because he didn’t wanna lose me and he didn’t know what to do. And, that kid never cried to me , he kinda is a hard boy(keep in mind we from Nyc) Now y’all probably looking at this like..

“Ya so young, ya shouldn’t be going through this “

GIRLLL TELL ME SOMETHING IDK!!

We then grew the fuck up and he decided he could wait til i turn 16 in a month and then well be halfway from a year. But time aint matter. My comfort did. Anywho we broke up a month later. Therefore, we never got to the point. But, y’all, i was pleasing him in other ways so AM I WRONGGGG ? Like girl, he could’ve waited ! He could’ve waited til we were in a room and I.T felt right. And i just wanna know . Now he wants me back cus he loves me and i loved him and was the only girl that loved him. I don’t want to be in a relationship though. I want to focus on myself and he believes its just an excuse but I’m extremely serious. So, hes 17 and he told me hes going to do things differently, and he wants me back and he realized that , thats not important. He loves me and he cant leave me. He wants to go far. Should i give him a second chance ?

So answer that question for me yall? Yes or no ? Comment below !