Help me make up my mind..

Please no judgment.

I had a lot of unprotected sex (yeah it was dumb of me) I know I have the possibility of

Being pregnant & if I was I’m not sure if I would want an abortion. I’m against abortion, but then again I’m 16 and I’m not sure I could do it, I know people have babies younger and all sometimes and I’d have my boyfriend by my side we’ve been dating for two years and we’ve planned to get married and have kids in the future but sometimes things happen I just need some advice.