Bittersweet

So after three losses in 2017 we decided 2018 we would focus on us, get married and go on a honeymoon. Well we tried one last time in November and quit. Af didn’t show 1/25 like she was suppose to I took TWO test both bfn and today I took one just to be sure and it was BFP! We have lots of mixed emotions, and we don’t want to get our hopes up. But I am 5 weeks today,(we think) and my hcg levels are 11. I go back in two days to test them again. If you asa sticky baby we will cancel our wedding (until next year) @ 12 weeks. And focus on growing our family. Lots of mixed emotions. There’s a lil part of me that’s not excited bc I’m so scared we will loose another. But just need prayers for a sticky baby! Baby dust to all!💖🤞🏼✨

Update**started spotting please pray it ends soon😭😭

Update** dr thinks it was a cp