TTC for almost a year

Just had to post to get things off my chest. Me and my husband have been trying for almost a year now I thought I was pregnant this time my period was late I haven't felt good the past few days... But my period started today.. I was hoping and praying that this would be it.. I'm so upset I'm tired of trying but I want a little baby so bad.. It hurts to see babies in stores and restaurants.. everybody around me is having a baby an I always get asked when are you and your husband going to have a baby.. if they just new how bad we were trying they would stop asking. It hurts so bad when they ask that question, I try to play it off but deep down it hurts. Idk what else to do. I wanna give up but I want a little one so bad.. it's working on my marriage also because I've been getting depressed about it an I've been taking it out on my husband and have been ill towards him a lot lately and can tell I've been hurting his feelings... I don't know what else to do.