AF arrived right on cue Saturday night. She's a punctual visitor. So, that means yet another trip to the specialist next week. This time they'll check to see if my uterus is an inhospitable environment. I already know my progesterone is low and I have low egg reserves. Based on my cramps yesterday, I have a hunch my endometriosis is coming back in full force, seven months after surgery to remove it.

I just want it all to stop. I am tired of trying, tired of AF, tired of tests, tired of stress, tired of my emotions being everywhere.

I don't want to find out that something else is wrong with me.