so religiously, i’ve been taught to wait till i’m 16+ to lose my virginity ( i’m almost 15 ) by my parents and peers up until the past year , i’ve been sexually active without actually letting anyone stick it in. just lots of head and fingering under the table. i always thought that losing it to the right person was romantic but all of my friends who’ve lost it says to just get it over and done with via a hook up otherwise you’ll feel obliged to stay with the person you lose it to if the relationship goes downhill.

i have condoms and people that would want to do it but for starters, my house has cameras, so it’s not like i can sneak anyone to my place to do it, and i’m not losing it in public. should i just buck up and sneak to his place ?

P.S i’m also real scared that the guy i’m going to lose it to is going to tell all their friends and it’ll spread to my school. should i just wait till everyone starts losing it and stick with what i’m doing or what?

- a desperate virgin in need.