A small rant

I’m sorry if this isn’t the place to rant, but am I the only one that feels so much hate (don’t think hate is the right word but can’t find the right one) toward women who get pregnant and abuse their bodies? Here I am trying my hardest to lose weight, eat healthy, track ovulation, track periods and I’m still not pregnant after two years and these women that smoke like a train, do drugs, are overweight and just don’t care get pregnant right off the bat. Why? It just feels so unfair... 😢