This is driving me INSANE

I wanna be pregnant and have a baby sooo bad I just wanna cry I just don’t understand why it’s not happening for me I’m 21 years old me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 6 years, we’re not trying but we’re not not trying. This was one around being off my birth control I’ve been off since September and always have sex in my fertile window pretty much every day or every other day. I thought it was my month this month since I was a whole week late with AF which is sooo not normal for me but it came 😩 I just need something idk support a friend encouraging words idk. I just want it so bad!! Also it doesn’t help that literally everyone around me is pregnant