I confuse myself with this word.

Because I don’t know if I am or not. When I was younger I would watch girls make out on YouTube and it would turn me on.

But I still like guys as well. I feel like I am bisexual but I’m just a confusing person.. I know you would usually know when you try it- but I have dreams where I’m straight up lesbian and I wake up sometimes wishing what happened in my dream came true.. I have a boyfriend currently and I read messages from him a long time ago (before dating him) that was between him and my ex and he was saying he sometimes feel like I like girls. Idk I’ve always wanted to kiss a girl but I’m to scared of my own self I wouldn’t know how I would react. Any help or advice for me?