PCOS insight

so after 3 miscarriages and a diagnosis of pcos I have decided to take a year out and go on the pill more so to regulate things if nothing else! this has been a hard desicion but I feel I just need to get some normality to my body for a while and take the pressure of. I cannot remember the last time I had sex for fun and not thinking please make a baby it gets me so down 😢 has anyone else done this and noticed a difference to their body when they came of the pill to try again or was it a pointless and a waste of more time??? sorry for my long winded speech