I met the love of my life then we made it official on june 8 , 2014. We wanted to have a baby already we tried for two months then finally I got pregnant I believe on august 2, 2014. We told everyone. My due date was May 8,2015. Everything turned for me I was sick through the whole pregnancie. By my third month I started bleeding I was put on pelvic rest it was my senior year so I was put on home bound until I was off pelvic rest. But the bleeding was off and on and they found that the placenta was detached from my uterus. Two months went by I was 5 and a half months they told us it was a girl and that everything was great. We were so happy we prayed to god that everything would be good at our next appointment. We went to my appointment but we were told that I was losing fluid and she was not growing the was she's supposed too. So we were sent to another doctor two days later and they couldnt get her to move at all but they said everything looked BEAUTIFUL. I knew it was WERID I was naive I should fo asked more questions but I left happy. Thank you god. The next day my fiance and sister in law and I went to the mall had a great day. We later went to go and eat by 1am I noticed I had some cramps like menstrual cramps. I was confused! They just started getting worse. I felt the urge to pee but nothing came out I was on the toilet for three hours. Then I started to vomit and my brother heard me so he called his wife. I trust her because she's been pregnant before. She pressed on my belly and I felt something drop. But I felt a little better. She said you need to go to the hospital you in labour. I was confused and excited because I was going to see my baby. But I was only 28 weeks how can I be in labour I thought that's a good sign. We get there and i could hardly walk. They laid me down. They looked for a heart beat. But there was no heart beat. I was in shock. I didnt react at all. I didnt want to believe it. I was praying to my god telling him to please let me hear a heart beat. Even when I delivered her we were just waiting for a cry from her but there was nothing.I reacted until we had her funeral. That just killed me from the inside. At my 6 week postpartum appt. They found that I had the rubella infection, that could of caused her death. But how if I had my vaccines. I had enough! I was done! I didnt was to finish high school. i just wanted out. But my wonderful amazing fiance never left my side through all of this. He didnt let me fall ♥ 4 months have passed and now im graduating class of 2015. I know im a strong person I was only 17 now 18. My mom even betrayed me. I've excluded my family. I just don't want problems. I live with my fiance. But I know that god took her for a reason and I cant blame anybody. I miss her everyday. Maci Nichole Garza ♥♥ Feb 14. 2015.