my anxiety is terrible to the pint where I can't be social at all and when I do its hard ..the only friends I have is online buy I can't relate to them and I think I need to start talking to people but I can't I know I need therapy possibly but I'm afraid to get help , I feel like I'm a burden to everyone and that anytime I talk about my problems or simply ask for help to do small things that people find me annoying and I feel like they wish for my death and not having anyone to relate to is starting to really make me go in that dark place again ...advice on what I should do? is anyone like this to? can anyone relate ?