I’m getting divorced.

I’m mad at myself for staying with a man who didn’t know how to treat me right.

He begged me to have kids with him and when we first met I told him that I didn’t want kids for a very long time.

Fast forward 5 years and we have two beautiful kids but unfortunately it didn’t work out between us.

I always thought marriage was between two people and he seems to think differently.

In other words he couldn’t be happy with just me.

I can take care of myself and I’m happy being on my own but the thing that breaks my heart is the fact that he never wants to be around his kids.

I feel so stupid that I had two kids with him.

I thought after the lack of help with the first one he would be more hands on with the second one.

How does one deal with the pain as a mother seeing her children miss their father just because it’s too much work raising kids?

It just breaks my heart that he doesn’t see how beautiful and wonderful these kids are.