Am I the only one?!

Does anyone else dislike breastfeeding?! I dread every time my son needs to eat...I hate saying that bc I love him so much and I want nothing more than for him to be happy and healthy!! But breastfeeding has not been easy for me! Heck I don’t even think he’s a big fan of it-he gets awful reflux, has to be burped every three minutes, and I actually have to wake him up to feed him almost every time! Please tell me I’m not alone, so I’ll feel like less of a bad mom and awful person!