Can we talk about poop? Content tmi

Samantha • Married to an epic dude and expecting our first adventure baby in April! 😍
So after birth I started taking colace because man who wants to take a poop when your nether regions have been through all that. Well, now I think I'm addicted to colace. When I stopped taking it I got constipated and got hemorroids aka bloody butt. I tried eating a lot of fiber and drinking tons of water to no avail. Now I'm back on the colace because it hurts *so much* to poop. Anyone else experience colace addiction? Lol it sounds ridiculous but this is becoming a real life issue for me. TIA 👍