Why am I such a worrier?!

Carlyyy • Wife. Mom. Coffee lover. Chaos.

I’m always thinking of the worst case scenario. I’m an obsessive googler too (trust me I try not to). So last week my husband went to the doctor for a checkup and they saw his white blood cell count was double so they are asking him to come back this Saturday to redo his blood and if it’s still high they have to do additional tests. I know so many things can cause high white blood cells but I just keep thinking “oh my god what if it’s cancer”. I have no reason to jump to extreme conclusions but I do.

I don’t know why I’m like this. I do it with my babies, dogs, friend.... whatever. It’s always the worst case scenario. I wish I could change the way I think because it stresses me so much.