Today , my boss and I took a little trip to Walmart since our salon wasn’t busy & she walked through the baby section ... I’m usually like “OMG this is so cute ! Look!” Or I’ll send hubby cute pictures of baby stuff .. But not today ... I just stood there & watched her pick stuff out for her daughter. I felt really sad . She didn’t really understand at that moment but when she realized , she gave me a huge hug . This was the first hug in 5-6 months that has felt genuine. Hopefully I can toughen up & not think so much & pray this pregnancy works out . So tired of the “ifs”