Little back story I’m 26 and I’ve had depression on & off since I was 14. Yes, 14. I know that’s young but looking back...the things that went through my mind....it was real not just being a teenager anyways sorry got a little off track. I’m basically just having an off day, I have been doing things that would help me feel happier lately. Going on walks and such (I’m a stay at home mom with a one year old) tonight though just sucks I’m feeling like basically if I didn’t have my child I would’ve been gone already. Though it’s probably just an off day because I haven’t actually tried committing suicide or tried making myself sick for years. Im not sure which group would be best to post this as far as mental health goes; I just wanted to get it off my chest there’s really no other reason I posted this. If you’re reading & feel the same. Let’s hope tomorrow is better and keep trying. Oddly enough typing this now is making me feel better so I guess to anyone who just needed to know you’re not alone; you’re not.