Seekin Advice please

Ever loved someone tha much tha when u lose them u cant breathe csnt function cant get outa bed feel depressed i cant talk the words wont come out an i dont even wanna bere anymore i feel nothin but pain the way after 2 years of amazing memories we had are baby shes six months yesterday but i was betraid an they were a big part of my life i donno how to carey on without them