lonely.

Ka

My husband just started a 7-6 five days a week + saturdays. So i had to leave my job to stay home with our 6m old baby boy. As much as i loved my job and this is going to make us more money, im only two weeks into the change and i feel so anxious and restless and kinda sad. i see him about 3 hours a day now, and hel be so tired after work i never get a break from baby. i feel like i should be writing this to myself like i normally do because i imagine the responses will be along the lines of "get a hobby" but its not that easy to do anything while caring for baby and trying to cook and clean this tiny house everyday. Im not sure yet but i downloaded glow again because i may be pregnant. I will be happy but im not sure how my emotions are going to do me if i am when i already feel down everyday.