overwhelmed

This is my first baby I'm 5 weeks pp. I've had mastitis at wk 2 adjusted my pumping schedule to every 4 hours trying to get it on schedule for when I go back to work ducts kept getting clogged even after the antibiotics dr said I'm probably prone to clogs and when I told her how often I pump she said that's too long in between pumps so pump more often now I feel like the only thing I'm doing is pumping. even if John sleeps for hours I have to wake up to pump. My husband and I were doing good taking shifts with him but he doesn't take the opportunity to sleep when I'm officially awake so it throws off everything. He hates the winter so I'm running all the errands on top of being the one to more often walk the dog. husband always complaining I don't clean enough. John came a month early so nothing is set up the way I imagined it. Just need to vent everyone here I'm trying to seem well pu put together which I know is not the best thing to do. Thanks you.picture is cuz John is so darn cute