Miscarrying 💔😭

So I’m miscarrying at 5 weeks from a blighted ovum. This is my second pregnancy, first miscarriage. And I’m freaking out. I’ve heard so horrifying stories about the pill to induce miscarriage and I really don’t want to take it. And if I have a D&C; my doctor said I won’t be able to try again for another 3 months and being that my husband is in the navy that won’t work for us, by the time I have the baby we will be moving to another place. In the process of moving. But if I do this naturally I run the risk of an infection. Ive been spotting light pink for almost two weeks (doctors don’t seem concerned) and cramping really bad the day I found out about the blighted ovum (this past Tuesday)... so am I already in the process of the miscarriage and how long does it usually take? I have so many questions for you all, for god... why does this have to happen. Nobody and I mean nobody should have to go through this. It’s torture. Its cruel. And it really had me questioning my faith. But apparently this is a normal and natural thing for early pregnancy. Never in a million years did I think it would happen to me, but it did and I’m heartbroken. I’m gonna hold on tight to the baby I do have and just pray that this never happens again. I’m thankful that I have one baby when there’s so many lovely women who cannot have children or get pregnant, but it doesn’t make me hurt any less right now. I’m asking god to be with all of you ladies who have lost a baby or didn’t make it to the end of your pregnancy. Much love to all! Please tell me this gets better with time 😞💔