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What does a high closed and soft mean I read it goes like that in beginning of pregnancy I'm just curious my af is due on 5/6turned 5pregnancy tests all faint I know fain still means positive but I'm still not convinced I'm pregnant ima go see my gp if my af doesn't come according to glow I should be on now 😳😳😳😳praying I'm pregnant please dear God almost seven years now ttc we would be over th e moon if I am expecting xx my mum is terminaly I'll too and I would love to get to make her happy xxx and our family would be complete aswell thankyou God if I am xxx