So I have been having a little bit of baby fever lately but scared at the same time because I have diabetes and being pregnant isn't just that lovely happy time healthy women have but more like going to dr every two weeks and checking my blood sugar all the time and feeling like total failure😩 so I know i would just be stressed whole nine months and idk if I'm ready for that yet but we've been talking with my SO and we'd like another baby. So now one girl I know who has daughter about the same age as my son put her pregnancy announcement on instagram and seriously I'm soooo damn jealous I just wish i could scream at the top of my lungs right now 😫 I just needed to vent. Seriously if i wouldn't have diabetes I'd like to have like five children orsmth but my health is just ruining everything and it's so frustrating 😒