Chemical pregnancy

I have been trying for 5 months, didn't think it would take this long. This month I bought the opks, checked cm, did everything right. At 8dpo I got my faint line on a frer, I was shocked!!! And Soo happy. Kept testing and all have been negative. My poor little ball,of cells just didn't make it😪 I thought of quitting, but I want a baby so bad. I told my husband about my faint line and now I had to tell him it was negative. I'm so sad. My breasts are still sore, which is a reminder of my symptoms😒 just waiting for my period to start. This has been so emotionally draining. Just thought I'd share.